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축복아,,,,오늘엄마병원다녀왔어,,,어젯밤부터 피가쏟아지구해서아침에병원다녀왔어,,,,아직도마니아프단다,,,우리축복이에비함더한아픔도참아낼수있지만,,,오늘너희아빠와완전헤어졌단다,,,,,
그래서엄마마니아파,,,맘도몸도,,,,,
이젠아빠보내주려구,,,,,너희아빠와엄만,,,너무멀리와버렷어,,,,아빠맘이멀리떠나가버렸지,,,,이젠놓아주려구,,,,,편히떠나가라구 그렇게아파도보내주려구,,,,하루종일잠도못자구,,,병원에서나와속상해서술먹구강가에서하루종일바람쐬구,,,,엄마미쳤나봐,,,,,,
한강을바라보며생각한게뭔줄아니?엄마두우리축복이따라서가버리고싶은맘뿐이더라구,,,,그래서하염없이겉고또걷고,,,,맘굳게먹고죽으려시도했지만,,,우리축복이가아직엄말원하지않은건지비왔던하늘이맑아지구사람들이없는데가없눈거야,,,,외진구석이라곤찾아볼수없게말야,,,,
축복아,,,,엄마좀빨리데려가죠,,,,,엄마너무힘들어서,,이세상살아갈자신이없단다,,,,,,
축복이곁에빨리가고싶어,,,,,
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